parkmanyinho

seems odd not doing some new year's eve reflection or whatsoever when everyone is doing it.

here i am,the first time away from home for four months in Shanghai, on the last day of 2009,
remembering the unforgettable new year party i had just last year at the wonderful all-so -familiar lovely Sentosa i so heart.

its a total different feeling here altogether.
even Christmas was lonely, not to mention the zero percent new year's eve mood in China.
i prayed last year for an amazing year but it only sorta came true, not as fantastic as i'd imagined, but nevertheless,
im pleased with all that i have now, this year.

2010 will be welcomed at a bar in city with namie, susie, alan, ian, mike and jeremy.
they will be my first foreign company on new year's day.
after going through so much, im keeping my heart open and await whatever that may come along. with zero. expectation.
that probably is the best way to welcome any new year isint it? 

thanks to every lovely soul who made my 2009 wonderful and blissful.
XoXo, man.

snowing !!
:)

first snow experience in life threw away the possible sadness after computing test.

gosh. friday night and we are STAYING IN. second week so far, i really really hope it doesnt stay like this for the rest of the sem but one part of me knows fairly well that i will with all the annoying exams coming up.
GOD.

anyw, i had my first haircut after reaching china today.
everybody's asking WHY ARENT YOU CUTTING YOUR HAIR?
and were so shocked t hear that i havent had a cut since beginning of sem while my answer has always been a calm "bcos i had it cut one day before i flew? "
and really, i didnt want to waste my 40dollars sg haircut by visiting another salon here.

but after awhile, it strucked me that I FREAKIN HAVENT HAD A CUT FOR 3MONTHS AND 20DAYS which is A MIRACULOUS ACT OF MYSELF.
i condemned and despised my own nonchalant.
yknw after coming here, i dont set my hair anymore, i dont visit salons, i didnt think there was a need for haircut, i didnt care that i have an ugly head. B A D.

yupp, so anyw!!
there is a korean salon just like my jiwon salon along the korean street here and can i say i feel so happy to be here bcos i get to enjoy equivalent standard at only slightly more than 10bucks ?!?!!!
its FOUR TIMES LESS than what i pay back at home and IMMA GET A HIGHLIGHT BEFORE GG BACK AT WUAHAHAHHAHA ONLY 380RMB:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

kakakkakakakakxxx.

okay bye!
I WANT A BOYFRIEND:(( X TEN THOUSAND.